Dear God

Father GOD, creator of heaven and earth. I honor and worship - I praise you everything that is going on, i acknowledge you as the King of all Kings and Lord of LORDS. I acknowledge the owner of everything I have and I will have.

Let your will be done...

I'm here with you once again.

I have heard you whisper earlier - but again - I close my ears and ignored your call drawing me near to you. I opted to do other things rather than - here - talk to you...
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I'm sorry - enough of being so apologetic all the time!!! I should do the right thing now. I should choose to do it well.

Hi there, how are you in heaven??? I pray that you are ok and I pray - you will be happy once again seeing me here :)

Everytime - I start writing here - I can feel - Im missing you so much... I know you can see, watch and hear my heart...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH... Sometimes - I choose to take you for granted - that you can wait - that I can take other things first rather than talk to you first.

But my heart is not satisfied, even if I try to do other things first - it will always feel - I did not started yet my day - when I do not speak to you first...

Thanks so much - I know this is your work. You made me fall in love with you again.

Life was never the same again - when I started to be sensitive with your presence again.

Right now, I lift up to you my hubby and nanay - they are right now on a baranggay call. My hubby - supported his nanay - Nanay getting so mad at neighbor and filed a case against her.

I pray that you give peace and patience into nanay's heart right now.

I pray that you pour out so much patience in her heart. To be patient on waiting for the things you planned for her. I love her, but it seems she felt so much insecurities in life - sometimes - I feel I should ignore her when she gets too much of unnecessary attention at times "Barumbada" style. I dont like it - I feel its difficult to have a "Pasaway na Byenan" my husband is like his mother... He does things on an emotional state. I feel so tired already being the ones that should always be strong for them... I needed someone to lean on too... But I dont know where to turn to... good thing I can always count on you... But at times - I wanted to have someone to share with me the things I am going thru still... I pray that all the agony in my in-laws lives right now- will just go away! I pray Lord to release me from this...

This I ask in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ my personal Lord Savior. I love you Jesus.:)