feeling

Dear God,
I am here waiting at 274 - feeling tense that my bro was brought to th operating room without him knowing that I came by and was just late for a minute. :) I am here feeling anxious that i dont have something to pay for the bills today and i cannot move so much merely because I was tendering pipol surrounding me sick. I believe yes - it has a purpose - but my God - i pray that i I have sowed seed for this life I pray na ikaw na po ang bahala sa lahat ng mga bayarin k po... maawa po kau sa akin, sa pamilya ko po oh god... Please po - bring sales in kahit po dto ako sa hospital. I pray Lord na kayo na po ang bahala sa amin - maawa po kayo Lord please po... I pray for gbex shirts i also pray for jjkns, sol, and iv acct... lord please send in more sales - di ko po alam kung pano po mangyari its fri na po - and yet i nid 20k til now i cannot see any way pra makamtan ang goal na un. pero po - aykong mwalan ng pag asa - everything comes from u oh lord - all provisions comes from u - i pray for provision - i also pray for ur mighty hand that will move over our needs lord please po help sabi nyo nga po God - ur grace is bounty and u r a merciful god lord please po di ko na po alam talaga gawin ko po... God please come down...