Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Dear God

Hi,
How are u up there?
I miss u:) badly? i think? i have difficulty starting my working day really having not been able to write this letter to you.. Though, I have to admit - its already late to start a work day.
Here I am doing this for you... For you??? I mean for me - I miss u really.
Well can I just peek at u - gaze at ur love and hope to feel ur embrace? Anyways, just so happy of what is going on - but I am also feeling scared? trying not to be scared? i dont know...
I need something to pay to ate sene - medyo meron na konti pero kulang pa po - i need 10k more - for gas, kuryente, pero if i will ask for the bdo and bpi maintenance... Lord - thanks for the payment made yesterday - and still is it too much to ask for another more before this week ends?

Father God - I thank u we feel better on our expenses this year pero po this month havent ended yet and yet - no sales came in that much so far - please send in more sales oh God I also nid Ivs sal so i still need 5k more and 2500 more for his lessons...

God I believe in u everything comes from u and nothing is impossible for u ... Please Lord I have no one to turn to - just send me in sales in Jesus Name I pray...
Amen...

I love u :)

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Here I am

Father in heaven...
How are u in heaven... Whom have I in heaven but u, there is nothing on earth I desire besides u:) Oh My God and my strength many times they fail, but there is one truth that always will prevail... God is the strength of my heart...
Napakanta naman po ako - hehehehe...

Dear Lord... I miss u.. I miss writing u letters... Alam nyo naman po - this is my hiding place... I write u letters everytime I misses u... but sorry if at times - I dont have letters to u... minsan hindi enuf ang pgkamiss ko sa inyo - napipigilan ko pa sarili ko magsulat dahil lang tinatamad ako magsulat.. sorry lord ha?

I am here in ur presence - maybe trying to get ur attention?:) i dont know pero po - I really wanted to write u letters once again - i just missed doing this..

u know what, i have something to tell u... i am on a crossroad - i am thinking of not going anymore to our reunion - kc my son will have a theater on that day - kasabay - besides parang di po ako mag enjoy kc mag isa lang ako - di ko masama family ko ....

pero isip ko - ako nag organize nito - bakit ako pa ang di dadating??? hayzzzz

lord - please give me signs on going or not - please let me know po :)

also - please give me directions today - I need to hear from u
magkakataposan na po - bills are up due again - im not closing substantial sales yet
please provide oh GOD we have enjoyed so much again and had spent money - sorry
I pray for deals Lord I pray for sales
Lord God please allow me to close deals - with payment before this wik ends - I know ur provision is just there - ready to be harvested - i just dont know how - i pray for payment for sene and bir - i need u badly lord because ofis bills is also coming up - i dont want to get panicked again.. please provide po :)

In jesus name i pray - I love u - Amen..
i pray for money to come in - GOD please provide for this family. Provide for seed too...